Tell me why

Tell me that, because you say you're sorry and worst of life or because doing? Why? because you keep destroying yourself and hurt you if you want to see me happy, happy, happy, but not this with you, I hope every night on my ladder, that one day could go down and tell me that this is only a dream and that forgive me for what I did, it was only a while, maybe I forgot that I loved you, maybe not when you needed me. I but all this, that you left my arms, my life and my own carelessness by a bloody.